being in love is real life annoying.
we’ve been split for over a year…
had no contact in 5 almost 6 months…
you had a whole baby with someone…
wtf is wrong w me?!
i would never be w you ever again bc i know better.
i still refuse to contact you …. & you havent contacted me…so…
WHY TF DO I STILL LOVE YOU SO MUCH?!
why is it taking me so long to get over you when you prob dont even think of me…?
so fucking annoying.
i just wanna wake up & be healed already.
it def gotten better w time but i need time move a lil faster cus im over it. im exhausted.
it has never taken me this long…
maybe bc i usually just hop under somebody else to help me get over someone…but not this time.
not with you.
the thought of a relationship w you or anyone else makes me gag.
i dont trust a soul.
i have been enjoying my alone time & my solitude 100%. it doesnt bother me much at all tbh.
it also doesnt bother me being celibate. like at all.
im just confused as to why do i still love you & think of you so much. it kills me.
i hope you’re having the life you deserve.
bitch.
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